Finding myself... Again

Life is funny sometimes. One year ago, I would of told you I had my life all figured out. I was planning on adopting. I had a career and a pretty good life. I thought all I needed was a man to love me. Around that time, said man came crashing into my life (or so I thought). Fast forward one year and many emotions later, here I sit... Alone. Said man is now living with his new girlfriend, no child because I chose him instead of adopting. So now my new journey begins, one day at a time, some days, one hour at a time. I'm slowly healing and every day feeling just a little more like my old self. Will that independent, self loving woman come back? I'm honestly not sure. Please join me on this journey that lies ahead... Here goes nothing....